![]() ![]() ![]() She asked me what I remembered most about my mum. She calmly explained that my mother will always be my mom and that she will never try to take her place in my life. One day, she found me staring at my mom’s photo. I started warming up to her, I wanted to let her in, but I felt as If that would be betraying my birth mother. She treated me with love, respect, and kindness that I did not deserve, which threw me off. It was like she understood what I was going through. She would talk to me even if I was not listening, go shopping with me, and buy me meaningful gifts. I remember thinking that she was faking it to get on my fathers’ good side. However, despite my rudeness, she was nice to me during those tough initial days. Therefore, anytime I found her cozy with my father, I would feel as If he was choosing her over me. I did not like her she was trying to take my mom’s place in our lives. She had this big cheerful smile on her face, and I recall thinking disdainfully, “She is so pretty.” I was angry and vulnerable since I was still battling my demons, and thus, I treated her with the utmost suspicion. I still remember the first time my stepmother came to live with us. This narrative outlines how my stepmother helped me accept my mother’s death and learn to live without her. At that time, I did not realize that my dad’s girlfriend, who later became my stepmom, would be my saving grace. To make matters worse, several months after my moms’ death, my father started dating again. I used to live at a slow-motion pace inside this bubble conjured in my mind of the perfect altered world. I was withdrawn, and in denial for the longest time, I desperately tried to forget and would never talk about the experience to anyone. ![]() When my mom passed away, I lost all my hopes and dreams. “Losing a mother is like being on a ship that has lost its ballast and is now at the mercy of the deepest ocean and all it holds within” (Oakes-Ash, 2015). I was young and not ready for that change, and that is why it hit me so hard. I still remember the pain I felt the day I lost my mom to cancer. Indeed, one can never understand something until it happens to them. Keywords: Stepmother, Death, Grieve, Pain, Support Without her, my mother’s death could have destroyed me. I will always be grateful to my stepmother for coming into my life when she did she was my savior. Through her support, the pain of losing my mother became bearable. I came to realize that my mother was not coming back and that I could still live without her. Through her help, I was able to grieve my mother properly. She was patient with me it was as if she understood what I was going through. At first, I did not like her because I thought she was trying to take my biological mother’s place in our family. I lived in denial for the longest time until my stepmother came around. I used to live in a perfect world that I had created inside my head. I could not bear the sense of loss, and so I withdrew from the real world. My mom’s death came as a shock to me I was not ready for it. Slow build which pays off big time! Well written too.Losing a mother, especially at a young age, can be traumatizing for children. REVIEWS "Quality erotica like this comes around once in a decade." - Paul Fishburn, Founder, Taboo'd "Feels like you're in the room with them." - Brian Howitzer"Loved all of the hot details and story. And that's not even the worst part.How long before Teddy and Jill realize the price of sin?Compulsively readable, Mom's Forbidden Curves is forbidden, explicit, taboo erotica at its most wicked. Tall, confident and good looking, he's also the star forward of his college water polo team.But Teddy has a confession to make.One hot summer, while staying at his sprawling family home in Greenwich, Teddy and his mom, Jill, did a bad, bad thing. Even Teddy couldn't help but steal a look when given the chance.Not that Teddy ever had any problems with the girls. His girlfriends would seethe with jealousy at her curves. Workmen would wolf whistle her on the street. From a young age, Teddy has been aware of his step mom's beauty. TABOO MOM SON / MILF EROTICA Twenty-two year old, college sophomore, Teddy Carlson has a confession to make. ![]()
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